cold cold cold

meh.
i am so tired. worked today, yahk. 6am-3:30 is not a fun shift. we had to do 03852096724153 markdowns in less than an hour. it was busy all day. i hate rude people. like, i'm SORRY that we ranout of fuckin GIFT BOXES. like fo serious people.. would you like me to pull a gift box out of my ass for you so that you dont have to stop being a lazy ungrateful shitbag and wrapping your own freakin christmas gifts? jesus. people who are reading this and havent ever worked in retail are probably like "hokay heather.. its not that bad relax" but think about it. a 9 and a half hour shift with 90% rude, asshole shitbag customers who are ungrateful and selfish. who act like YOU personally own and operate American Eagle and control what goes on. yahhhp Newz Flash. I dont =)

hmmmkay...after work i took the bus home and then got locked out so i'm all "holy hell i have to pee like its my job" and so i go on a bathroom quest. i go to Bucks Bar and theyre all drunkards and i ask where the bathroom is and i get a collective "merrrrr" so i leave and go to the mini mart and the mans like "no public restroom. try donut king" so i go there and theyre all cheery and happy. ive never been in donut king. its .... quaint? small.. old fashioned. its like a donut bar haha. anyways. they let me use their bathroom and dont even try to guilt me into buyin a donut. which makes me want to buy a donut. but i dont, per lack of fundage. and then i walk back home and im still locked out. only for like 20 minutes tho.

thennnn i remember that yesterday i talked to carlos [ yes yes *gasp* *shock* he decided to end his.. um... 40854th "Im Not Talking To Heather Ever Again" stage and left me a voicemail telling me to call him. ] anyways.. yesterday i talked to him but it was late so he told me to call him tomorrow. which is now today. so i did. and it was weird. it makes me happy tho. i miss that spanyard. bahaha. we basically acted like nothing ever happened. exchanged fun stories. you know, the usual catching up type ish. we decided to just not talk about serious shit cause thats when we fight. and he seems to need a friend. so, Hi My Names Friend Heather =] wutev i dont need to be serious bout that ish right now. let's just be happy and cheery and retahded. kthnx


hmmm.. pats home i think but he didnt come upstairs to say hi. how rude.

i dont feel good... rawr...

ok im done baiii


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